Lost

So i'm hopelessly lost.Aimless and directionless.
I can feel the pent-up frustration in me, it's leaving
me speechless with enigmatic confusion.I'm not fine,
i need a reason;an answer to my life.i don't wanna idle
like a faintane for life's mystery to slowly unravel
before my very eyes. i'm seeking.desperately searching.
help me find my reason, my sole purpose,my divne being.
If it's a desire created by you,why can't you satisfy it?
and bring me salvation.Are you calling out to me?
or am i calling out to you now?maybe a calvacade of
coincidental events will tell me?will you just show me a sign?
The world and time can pass me by,and i can feign nonchalance,
but will tt make me any happier?i'm not happy,i'm not fine.
i think i'm calling out to you?do you hear me?