your obscurity befuddles me

ya,so i decided to heed ur advice and do smt productive!
i think you seriously suck! i neva get wad's on ur mind?! i neva do?! like wad're you thinking most of the time?! it frustrates me coz somehow,i dun think i'll eva noe...

I often wonder abt wad's beneath that disssemble of yours, often wonder abt how you can be so unfathomable and enigmatic sometimes. you enthral me, enchant me, captivate me and hold me spellbound under your spectacular masquerade. When will i eva be able to see you unadorned,and free from all these embellishments, concealments? i wanna see you in your unbriddled form,with nth to hide,nth to disguise,nth you're too afraid to show.

Sometimes,a crack beneath that perfect facade reveals your saturnine,your skeptical disposition,your disdain with life. It scares me to see this scornful side of you, but it hurts me even more to know that you see your world bereft of hope, devoid of light, that naught but only dark, gloomy thoughts shroud ur mind, casting bleakness over your skies.

It's moments like this, i hope you'll always remember that you can turn to me. pls do not shun me, but let me show you life's hope, give warmth to touch your hardened cords, and bring sunshine back into your darkness.
you noe that i love you