there are so many things i'd like to say to you,
so many things i wish u'd juz hear me say..


i always thot you knew,
knew the special place you held in my heart.
knew that u were not juz some other guy to me,
but the man who've come to mean the world to me.
knew that my best smiles were reserved only for you.
knew that i only felt the happiest weneva you were around.
knew that you were all i eva wanted,n all tt i cld eva ask for..
i guess you wldn't noe then how much i really love you,
that the more i love you,the more afraid i am of losing you..
i fear the day you'd have to leave me,
coz i noe that nothing will eva be the same again without you...



I'm sorry i wasn't aware of your insecurities,
sorry that i never noticed e pain.
i juz wish u'd take me to your secret place,
and reveal your inner thots to me.
i noe everyone needs their moment of solitude,
a fraction of time they can call their own.
it's smt i've come to understand,
that sometimes,a lil time alone is probably the best therapy..
pardon my impatience, my ignorance, my inabilty to see beyond myself..
i was juz hurt you didn't wan to let me in,
that you've chosen to exclude me in your world,
but i'm still waiting,
waiting for that moment u'd open up to me eventually..

i love you my lion,protector,you bo,weak green spoon worm,hairy monster,the king of my heart