Everything's fallin apart,and nothing's goin my way...

i've never felt more insignificant,more unwanted than now,
it juz seems like i'm nt needed anymore.
I stood there by the sideline,watching the whirl of frantic frenzy pass me by,my invisible presence more obscured than eva.
It's a tiring battle trying to fight back the tears that keep threatening to fall,
to put on my plastered smile and breeze through the gals with feigned happiness,
only to find myself crumble in seclusion at the end of it all..
i never knew playin e insignificant role would be this difficult..